...Relationships...
Okay, I just wanted to throw that out there. It looks like nothing exploded, so I will continue.
There are several types of relationships: family, acquaintances, friends, partners, mentors, etc. and even enemies. I don't really know how they work.I try to love people, but I mess up daily.
I love my dad, but I wouldn't say we are super close. Not as close as I am to my mom anyways. I love my sister, but our personalities just don't click like some sisters.
I try to be polite to acquaintances and learn their names. Most of the time, they don't ask for much more than that. Sometimes, my overwhelming personality scares them away...
The thing about friends is, ...well I am not sure what the thing is. I have been trying to figure that one out for a while now. I try to give them everything I can, sometimes I run myself into the ground for nothing. Other times, I do something and immediately regret it. (God, please give my friends patience for me.) Tonight someone made a joke that kinda hurt.
Me: "I still wonder how I made friends freshman year!"
Person: "You found someone more desperate than you."
Partner relationships are probably the most complex. Since I'm single, I would say I know nothing about these. Obviously nothing has worked out thus far. I wouldn't mind trying my hand at it again....
Mentors are awesome...if you are humble enough to listen and heed their advice and criticisms. When you don't submit, there is no point in it.
Enemies are probably the worst and easiest to have. I don't know what qualifies as an enemy. I avoid a guy as much as I can and when forced to talk, I am stern about my non-interest in him. Is that an enemy? What about the girl who is awkward with her boyfriend and gives an evil death glare when anyone questions her.
There are so many people out there who are awesome, I think it's a shame we can't all be the best of friends!