Free food is good. Good, free food is GREAT! I went to Panda Express tonight with a dear friend. We got there 8 minutes before they closed. With all the confusion beforehand, I didn't think we were going to go, much less be there on time! But God really had a plan. Sitting in her car, eating our little boxes of Chinese food, we began to talk. I love spending quality time with my friends. Sometimes I feel like I am not connected to anyone though. I want to fix this and I have a (probably flawed) plan. I am going to spend more time with those I want to invest in for life. In order to do that, I need to find extra time. How will I do that? I guess in order to not spreading myself so thin, I'm going to have to stop hanging out with some people. If I stop hanging out with you, know that I still love you, but it's probably for the best. If you don't agree and you want to invest in me and have me in your life, you should tell me. But when I can't sense that you are willing to invest, I pull away because it is a waste of my time and emotions; things I could be sharing with people who want to invest equally in me.
Maybe this will work, maybe not. I have so many awesome friends and I don't even know what to do. But whatever is going on right now, it's not working. I meet so many wonderful people and want to invest in them all, but there aren't enough hours in the day and I can't do it.
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